You Are Inside Me

questioning. questioning and, questioning.

two things in my mind at the moment. One is closer, just a few days later. I want to give you a letter that embedded much love, including thank, wishing for your near future and thank and thank. I do not know how many times of thank i should say or write to really thank you. You have done so much for me and on me. How could i give back? in what ways can i give back? i know you do not ask for it, but i promise i at lease work hard and improve to thank you for your love.

Second is a question on future. recently i have tasted a bit more on this field. fun but confusing. One has no voice when one is not on the top, this is the main thing that i notice. The one on the top also is cruel to the lower people in some ways, regardless if it is intended. I have a clear idea of going to the top in order to order, but also have a confusion whether i would become one that i do not like who execute cruelty to others, once i am on the top.

oh if only you are with me all the time. If only we are very close friend so beside admiring you, i can also talk to you freely on whatever topics in whatever ways.