Distance

You are in Kyoto now. you mentioned that you won't like to go there, but anyway i wish you a nice trip and a good time in the upcoming journeys during your break.

i started to miss you already. you turned your back and walked away that night after we waved. your figure became smaller over seconds, and smaller and smaller. you emerged in the air and disappeared. You have so real a personality but you are also so spiritual that i sometimes cannot imagine that you are a real human being. you are just special, and important.

Am i going to meet you soon? What if i encountered problems and frustrations in life later, can i receive your support? how can i? what excuses should i make in order to see you and meet you? oh please do not go away from me. please don't. i just cannot bear it. i believe we shall meet and be good friends. i believe.

i just damn chicken to give you the already written letter which i spent several hours reading, re-reading and re-reading. but i just have not handed it to your hand. i was thinking about whether that letter would be too serious. it's a temporary break not a life-long one, yes? yes. don't make things too complicated and too serious, yes i should tell myself. i shall write you a letter when i graduate, for that i have a better excuse in doing so. yes.

oh i missed you already. i wish you everything well.