Getting Closer

The last day that i am able to see you is just inches away, the day after tomorrow.

i am going to watching you at far. The same situation as ususal. seeing you looking at the screen, looking at the speaker. This time i expect you will be much excited about teh speaker than ever. you knew her well. I expect to see you smile a lot, which is great. I love your smile. I can also see you picking up a red pen, jotting some note, a sentence or two on a paper. can also see you fixing your legs to an interesting pose. This is you. This is the images of you in my eyes, for so many times.

am i able to talk to you after the speech. i know they will have a chance to dine with you, and i? i sometimes want to know what you really think about me, do you think i am special? i am different? like what i think about you? or it is not important indeed, you are my learning model in anyway. am i going to give you a letter? it is good way of expressing my feeling on you? there are questions, questions and, questions. Yet better finish my ZH in the first place and use two hours in dark to think about these questions.