Struggle

two paths that i want to go in the future: project and research. what am i going to do? am i going to be a curator? if yes, then start knowing how art projects can be run is a good way. but am i going to be a scholar? teaching students like you, inspiring them and changing their lives like you? if yes, then research is a need, for i can use the learned skills to pursue further in studies and that i may have a chance to engage in intellectual teaching. can i be as good?

Very Fast

my heart's beating very fast that morning, after seeing a new message in my inbox. that was your reply. i feel that you are a tad different now. you are released. i saw this from your words. you normally did not reply message with extra messages, but this time you shared some additional emotions on the letter. i felt wonderful to know that, and you know what, they were beautiful language, i must learn how to write such stylish language. you are in every part my model.